Nice quiet dinner

Sometimes I just wished for a nice quiet dinner. It doesn't have to be a fine dining! Coz am not a fan of one.

But a nice quiet and simple dinner with my loved ones is something I really wished for at certain times, like now!

I dun mind mamak's but not at the very moment. A not so crowded KFC's or McD's will do. Sigh!

So here I am, keeping my mouth shut with my poker face and having my nescafe tarik with roti sardin. Bon appetite!

I don't care, sorry!

Please don't come to me if you are in troubles or having problems or in dilemma or what not. 
Am just so not in the mood of listening to you or anybody (that's not close to my heart's) problems or even show my empathy. 
Say whatever, I just want to clear my mind for now. 
Right now, I just have a space to care for myself and my loved ones (well, they know who they are and they are always welcome).
If you still wanna talk, do so. 
But I may not even look at your face or even say a word. 
Because this is how I feel at this very moment.
I don't care, sorry!

Breakdown!

Emosi TTH....that's what am feeling now.

Sorry luv for loosing it yesterday....for breaking down like a lil gurl....am just scared, nervous, panic & stress out...dun wanna be too optimistic but I guess I am. This waiting game is driving me crazy....been staying calm for the past 1 week....silly pain & incident makes me breakdown. Coz i desperately wish & pray to see positive result on my test by end of the week even though I dun really show it to you or people around me. But yeah, I just dun wanna get too excited but only Allah knows best how am feeling.

Thank you for being there for me. Thank you for letting me cry. Thank you for being the one :p

May Allah blessed our journey.

LIVE . LOVE . LAUGH

LIVE every moment
LOVE beyond words
LAUGH everyday

keep yourself positive everyday, every single moment...
I'll remember that!
I must remember that!
Will keep reminding myself!

"sigh"

BS
why cant you arrange a  meeting with proper info and details...
when are you going to learn to do everything yourself?
is it because you're the big sistah? 


CF
why are you being such a control freak?
why cant you say something nice?
when someone is just trying to help out.
why do we need a project manager if he/she have no say?
why cant you come down to the boardroom immediately when you're call for a meeting?
why do i have to get those unpleasant stare from the big boss because of you?


SIGH


i love my job
i love my job
i love my job


BUT


sometimes i hate my boss, the family & my colleague!!!!!


SO


am gonna keep reminding myself to think positive, be positive


AND 


to love people around me....well not all...off course


AND 


just ignore all those bullshits